I know I should be grateful that myself and my family are all well and there are many others who have it much worse but I just feel so incredibly low. Along with the constant threat of C19 and the monotony of lockdown, I have terrible PMT and seem to be causing arguments with everyone at home. I am snappy and am getting so angry at everyone. This is really horrible. I feel I have no-one to speak to and have alienated everyone here. I feel that there is no hope, that there is nothing to look forward to and things will never ever get back to the way they were. Sorry to be so depressing but I just need to vent really.