Hello girls. A bit if a change from my last post. Sunday evening, after less than 5 days in hospital, I was at my dad's side when he peacefully slipped away 😭😭😭. He had underlying conditions and covid was too much for him. I've never experienced pain like this. Now a couple of days have passed my thought keep turning to my exposure to covid. Saturday evening was first visit. Full PPE. Apron, gloves, face mask and visor. Was there for approx 1hr. No PPE removed. Sunday was there from 12:30 until 2:15. Once again PPE wasn't removed. Returned at 8pm as he was reaching final moments. He Passed 8:32pm. By this time I am in pieces. I had to take visor off as I couldn't see anything through the tears. At one point I also removed my gloves. Mask stayed on. After he passed I laid with him for about 45 mins. I just wanted a cuddle from daddy 😭😭. I am already isolating for 10 days as advised by the hospital, I started yesterday. I have a lateral flow test here and have access to more. When would be the best time to take. I will isolate for 10 days no jtter the result. Just currently I don't want my children home until I know I'm safe. And I miss my babies. They are the only things that can take my pain away 😭😭😭😭