I'm writing this not long after dropping my wife off at work, where her ward will be short staffed again, 2 nurses for 30 patients, 80% of them have covid and have been told none of them will get a ICU bed if and when they get worse!
I spent the last 2 hours holding my wife while she cried and cried, she cant deal with it anymore, she accepts that death is part of her job, but not on this scale, in the last 2 nights, she has personally had 5 patients die on her, she expects 1 or 2 tonight if they didnt die during the day, she says there is nothing they can do but hold there hands and comfort them as much as possible!
She is not sleeping at night, all she can hear when she close her eyes is a patient gasbing for air! Pretty much all the staff on her ward feel the same, alot of them have said they will leave nursing once this is over!
So my question is, what sort of mental health support will the goverment give NHS staff when this is over, going by the military they will do fuck all and will have NHS staff suffering with PTSD