I started a new job at the start of lockdown 2020 and have been working from home. This is a similar job to my area of expertise but is in house and so has some marked differences and procedural requirements that I need to consider.
I work in a team of 20 and have met 4 other team members. I haven’t been my boss since my interview in 2019. I speak to my boss every 8 weeks or so and it’s a brief chat during which I will always be reminded of whatever call they have next.
I’m nearly a year into my role and still don’t feel confident in my judgment. I feel like I’m pushing paper around. At my level of post qualification experience I would expect more supervision, or at the least someone to sound ideas with. In my previous job my boss and I worked really closely together and I was sat with colleagues doing a similar role. I don’t even know what role my other team members have.
I’m so bloody fed up. I just feel like I’m not developing or doing a good job. I know it’s great to have a job, but part of me is just waiting to mess up and get my ass handed to me!