Just that really. In a positive person and today I just feel so down and tearful.
I am fully aware that others have got it worse, live in flats with no outsized space etc and I remind myself Im lucky to have a big garden where my son can play and run.
But it's still shit. The whole thing is shit and I don't know how much longer I can do this.
I miss my family, my friends and doing the things we take for granted like getting a coffee or hot chocolate with my son and grandparents.
I feel so sad about the fact we have serval already postponed from last year trips and holidays this year that I can't even look forward to as they probably won't happen.
Every day is the same, it's monotonous and mundane.
There seems no hope or any light at the end of this very dark tunnel.
It feels like a nightmare that we can't wake up from, and then you hear Whitty say that this years Christmas and winter may be under restrictions and I just can't cope with the thought of this not ending anytime soon.
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