This is going to be bad next year in itself with the constant fear racked up.
I'm under 50, not ECV and over the summer was quite relaxed about Covid. I followed the rules but thought 'If I get it I get it, it's highly unlikely to affect me much'. I only really feared passing it onto elderly relatives. Now though another 6 months on and i'm left more terrified than in March.
I don't fear death from Covid as it's a statistical anomaly in my age profile and i'm more likely to die in a traffic accident, or of other things. However, i'm left to fear the Russian roulette of a long term disability; and i'm just shutting myself away till further notice, while simultaneously hoping things get back to normal. Even when things do open up a lot more again at, say, Easter, how will we all deal with the health anxiety of being sitting ducks (if we haven't had the vaccine)?