I’m not someone prone to depression, but I’ve found myself crying and feeling so low. A complicated family set up hasn’t helped and decisions have been made about Christmas that I’m not in agreement with (and I think challenge the tier three regulations) but were organised pre the new tiers and if I disagreed with them now I’d be the bad guy and they can’t be changed.(they really can’t) Doesn’t help (and this is playing on my mind) that work have said if anyone does something risky that results in a case of COVID disciplinary action will be taken.(they have already done this to others) Added to the normal mental and physical burden of COVID, well I’m not in a good place. Strictly speaking I’m not talking about a wild party with lots of households mixing, my son has returned from uni (negative test) other single son who we have bubbled with(just Christmas Day)and ds3 who recently returned from abroad. But doesn’t that burst our bubble with single son? And are other sons actually allowed to stay with us? I’ve tried talking to dh and he manages to explain the rules so it’s ok, but I’m so stressed about it and worried we are now at huge risk and could get into trouble. I can’t relax and enjoy anything and can’t stop crying.