And I'm suffering. I cough. My chest stabs. I'm in pain.
I bought a peak flow monitor (I don't have asthma and never have) and I have the ratings of an elderly lady. I've never smoked. I never get a cough. I have to keep lying to the dr and saying I have a 'teacher's cough' because otherwise they will assume I have covid and refuse to deal with me.
I can't take a full lung inhalation unless I really really force myself. Plus I have all the other symptoms like daily headaches, phantom smells, fatigue. Oh, and I forgot that my heart races too for seemingly no reason. Basically I just want to go home to bed. #
When I'm not teachings, it's bearable. I can manage. I can exercise, function etc. But the constant voice projection is knackering.
I could go off sick. I want to. But seeing as I have only a theoretical illness with clear chest x-rays, who would believe me? Is it really possible to just go the the doc and get signed of for "nothing"?
What do I do?