I’ve said this countless times but:
My school has 11 staff members off on long term sickness.
5 confirmed Covid positive over half term.
3 left at half term.
Then there is the day-to-day absence to consider and the periods of isolation whilst staff wait for test results for them or their family.
On an average day recently, my school can be 25 professionals down.
In turn, this leaves the remaining staff having to cover or having to join classes together, so you end up with 1 member of staff in a classroom with between 40 - 60 kids crammed in (when pupil absence is taken into consideration).
The working environment is extremely stressful and worrying. We sent pupils home daily with symptoms of Covid and parents would rather they take the two weeks off than get tested, so we never know if they were infectious.
Planning has doubled. Everything you do for class has to be adapted for online learning, so those isolating are not disadvantaged. It’s not as easy as ‘just post the same stuff online’, you have to video explanations (and one take is never enough unless you want ‘for fuck’s sake! shouted half way through) Half the time pupils don’t bother doing it, so your efforts and time are wasted.
Teachers are working in conditions that are unfair and doing work that is untenable. I am exhausted despite being on half term.
On top of that we still have to do the ‘normal job’ of data collections; reports; book scrutiny’s; learning walks and probably a whole host of things we really ought not to be doing.
Do I want schools to close? Yes and no.
No, because like most people I am also a parent and like most people I get bored seeing my four walls all day long.
Yes, because I am starting to feel anxious about work. I posted on another thread how I think ‘if I was to crash my car, I won’t have to go in’, on my way to work.
My work life balance and well-being are shot to pieces. I’m on MN constantly trying to gauge public feeling and see how other teachers are responding.
This is not a normal time and I’m not doing my normal job. My pupils aren’t getting their normal teacher or their normal learning. Something HAS to be done to help us, because I can’t keep this up.