@tearstainedbakes aw so sorry. Everyone here completely understands what you're going through 💐.
@Whatapickle78 and @BonnesVacances thank you for the melatonin advice/recommendation. I've ordered some from overseas but I don't have any confidence that it's ever going to get to me! Think I'll have to go back to my GP and plead. I've been using phenergan and piriton intermittently but as others have said don't want to use regularly. I took one for the first time in a week yesterday though and slept like a baby!
@Criticallythinking I'm completely with you about the over thinking of symptoms. It's not helping me. My heart rate monitoring is a classic example - I'm constantly fussing that it's too high when I should be relying more on how I feel at the time and afterwards as to how much I can do. And I still get really panicky about my breathing. I'm pretty sure the breathing problems are because my body has literally forgotten how to breathe properly.
I think the human body and it's propensity to heal is amazing though, and I think all of us are so strong, and we will get there eventually. I was saying to DH today that I feel like the virus has taken hold of me and shaken me and shaken me like a jigsaw smashed into a thousand pieces. And gradually my poor weary body is trying to put together all the jumbled up pieces.