I know this on grand scheme of things is small but feeling fed up and want to vent, my husband, my 2 girls and myself went for a test at 8am yesterday morning. Both my girls have had temperatures and runny noses this week so spent most of week at home. We have planned for my huband and myself to meet our friends for brunch tomorrow for my husband ls bday and this has been in calendar for last month. As all other plans to see them has been canceled due to lock down. My daughter has autism and is non verbal and ive had her at home for nearly 6 months before she goes back ( a week out) and ive had a 3 days in that time where ive had a childfree break, for few hours. So very much looking forward to my break tomorrow. We have also had a awful week with her smearing her nappy on the walls and her. (Sorry for info just cant say it any other way) its been such a stressful week of them being ill and my daughter struggling. We r waiting for our results and they haven't come yet so will not be going tomorrow, unless get them before 10 tomorrow morning. My daughter is awake like she is evry night till about 10 , (husband and i take shifts of watching her) and she is also up in night for hours so i get very little me time. And im just feeling so gutted about tomorrow.