I got quite unwell last week. Fever of 40, shivering, muscle weakness that made it difficult to stand, nausea but couldn’t get to the bathroom. Terrible pains in my lower abdomen. I called my GP, which I’m really bad for not ever doing. Last time I had a fever like that it ended up being mastitis and I was told off for letting a fever of 40 go unchecked. Having been told I should have gone to hospital for it last time, I compromised this time and called the GP. Too terrified to go near a hospital, I’m one of the ‘sheeples still cowering at home’ FYI, so absolutely couldn’t be a bug or any virus as I’ve seen no one outside my house since early March, no shops, nothing.
I was quite shocked tbh because having seen all the stuff encouraging people to access health care again, and knowing that the symptoms should trigger alerts in the nhs, I was so scared they’d tell me I had to get to a hospital.
They didn’t. She repeatedly asked about a cough, a sore throat etc. I said time and time again no respiratory symptoms and haven’t had any contact with anyone so cannot have THE VIRUS, but worried it’s an infection.
All they were interested in was telling me it couldn’t be Covid so not to worry (I wasn’t ever considering it could be?) and I was told that they are not seeing anyone in person, and that they also are not giving out antibiotics unless they know someone has a bacterial and not viral infection. (She neglected to tell me what the decider on that would be... since I’ve had no contact, I’m not sure how it could be anything but bacterial)
I’m fine now. But those three days were terrifying. Completely convinced I could have sepsis or something dreadful and would end up getting gravely unwell. I do think it obviously varies depending on postcode. But why are they encouraging people to access treatment , and then fire walling it even harder than usual.
I am terrible at seeking healthcare, because I know I can’t stand up for myself and at the slightest hint of someone trying to dismiss me I will back off and say it’s ok I’m fine. So I don’t put myself in the position in the first place and it’s led to some really awful situations over the years. I am really worried that after all the spending and cancelling and backlogs on top of actual Covid repercussions , the Nhs is about to have years and years of being even more like Fort Knox to get near treatment.