I've wanted to go back to university for the longest time and got offered a place this morning. It would be completely transformative and I thought I'd be happy but instead I am racked with worry and anxiety.
The DC's will all be back at school and it's likely that at some point their schools will close due to outbreaks which means I won't be able to go. I also suffer from a disability that makes me prone to blood clots, so I'm terrified of catching the virus. I know we can't hide from it forever but I feel like I'm willingly putting myself/my kids at risk by attending university. Even though they say first the first term will be a mix of in person/remote learning I need to get two buses there and will have to go in eventually.
I just need some advice really. I didn't expect to get in so am quite surprised as well as my anxiety being out of control!