I'm a carer in a residential home and decided due to them not following correct and moral guidelines and that my son has been hospitalized in the past that I would take the very difficult position of taking some time off. I've found this very difficult because of the pull that I feel. I decided that my family had to come first, I have experienced a huge amount of guilt and shame though and have felt very low as I loved the job and desperately wanted to continue. But, I cant see when they can return to normal, maybe until a vaccine. Also when I feel that it is clear of the virus to go back, it could be brought in again at any time and will care homes be able to afford for PPE to be worn until the virus is completely irradicated? Any carers in the same position?