Just that really, people keep saying oh who will you be going to see first after lockdown and there’s no one I’m really missing. We don’t have any close family really and have always been on our own DH and I and our four DC. I have my Dad who over the years hasn’t been great, we see him maybe 3 times a year, if he visits he’s desperate to get away if I phone he hardly asks about us it’s all about him or more about how much he hates Boris and Donald. My SIL is a weird one she’s having a mid life crisis has reached 50 and is a grandma but in denial, she’s never out the gym and lives on kale and of course if you don’t you get a lecture and she hates the fact we’re younger than her (yes really)! Last year we kept asking to visit (we live an hour away) and kept getting excuses so stopped asking.
I have some close friends I’ll see but that’s about it, feel quite sad really especially for the DC having no grandparents.