I don't know why it suddenly got to me today - maybe because the streets outside look so much more "normal" than they have for ages - but the whole situation of Covid-19 and the lockdown has just suddenly hit me and I feel so sad and scared.
Up till now I had so many other things to think about that I haven't been able to let it get me down. But it's suddenly come at me properly!
I miss my kids (they are at the grandparents') and my friends and (even!) my extended family. And this situation is just so sad and awful for everyone.
I know that there are people who have it so much worse than me. And that there are those who have lost loved ones. But it's not only me I feel sad for - although I am also sad myself.
I just can't imagine things ever being the way they used to be again. And it feels so sad!