My main trigger for anxiety is doing things outside of my normal routine, going to new places, travelling and things like that. So in some respects lockdown has been a bit of a rest for me! Home is my safe place and I'm rarely anxious here.
But I'm so worried about how I will adjust back to normality when it resumes. Because I've been home for so long now I get anxious about the smallest and stupidest things. Queuing at the supermarket. Walking 5 minutes to post a birthday card. It's like as my world has shrunk my anxiety has intensified.
Before this I was ok with going to work, school runs and things like that because it was all part of the routine but now it isn't and I'm terrified of how bad I'm going to feel when it all starts up again. Sorry if this sounds stupid, I can't even make sense of it myself.
Always open to hearing other people's coping techniques. I hate anxiety