Have been following all the rules and generally trying to bear up.
But have been for my daily walk and I just think, what's the fucking point? People on bikes sailing past on the pavement a foot away, couples blithely walking on without moving an inch.
I really cannot be arsed with it anymore. I'm due to start volunteering on Monday doing shopping etc for elderly. What's the point of (trying to) staying 2m away outside if I'm going to be in and out of shops and pharmacies?
Why not just give up, be as selfish as I want and fuck everyone else. I don't much care if I die tbh, grown DCs I hardly see (not since lockdown and hardly ever before then fair enough I'm glad they have their lives to live) no DP, I have absolutely no reason to get up in the morning and I don't like my fellow humans much atm.
There are going to be more periods of lockdown. The government is a bunch of lying incompetents led by the biggest lying incompetent of them all. They will never own up to their messes, they will get away with being absolutely shit at their jobs. While the rest of us put up with the consequences. Fuck it.