@breckenridged honestly, just a simple thanks would have meant all the world. I've been in the job 12 years now, and didn't sign up for applause and thanks. I was front line in the Manchester riots, stood for 12 hours without a drink in the heat of summer in full riot gear, carrying a shield and having bricks thrown at my head from high rise flats. I was an intelligence officer during the aftermath of the Manchester bomb and saw and heard some horrific things (my friends were first responders). I have held someone's chest after they've been stabbed, trying to stem the blood. Ive held people up when hanging on more than occasion, and given CPR when cut down, one a 13 year old girl who later died. I have seen and done things that the average person couldn't imagine, as have all of my colleagues.
I can honestly tell you that I have never been as scared to go to work as I have been the past month or so. I can see it on the faces on my PCs when I send them back out again, without any PPE, and try to keep them positive. I could see it on the face of the young officer who has grown a beard since he was 18, and shaved it off to be fitted for a mask, only to fail the fitting (out of 50 officers that day only 2 passed). He still has to attend the Covid deaths, as well as every other incident where people may be carrying it, and he lives with his nan. I could see it when a PC burst into tears crying as her and her daughter have asthma, but hasn't had a shielding letter so still has to come to work. I could hear it in the voice of the young man who's elderly parents still live in Brazil, and who's mum keeps phoning each day, crying that she might never see him alive again and who's wedding in Brazil has been cancelled later in the year. I could see it in face of the officer who had only been in the job a few weeks and asked someone to disperse from a BBQ in the car park of a flat block, and was grabbed by her hair and pulled to the ground, spat on and kicked.
I could go and and on and on. So the next time an officer asks you where your going, or God forbid what you have in your shopping basket, please remember that they are human, they are scared, they are putting themselves in harms way and they are just doing as they are told.