My mother was diagnosed with corona, she has been having health issues anyway, in and out of hospital, being stubborn with her meds etc. Now I know it wasn’t the virus itself that has caused her to pass but it helped it along and to have the doctor call you up an hour ago and say she has died but you need to decide who gets to see her is so hard to deal with. I already display mild symptoms and high risk so i had no choice but to step back plus my son wasn’t going to drive me to the hospital as he knows it would not have been wise, but it still doesn’t make it any of this easier.
My anger with all this is because of this, besides only one of us out my sisters and I can see her, she was a devout Christian and she will not be able to have a church ceremony, she was very popular in the community and it will literally only be the immediate family. I don’t like big crowds etc so whilst a small funeral with literally just my 2 sisters and the kids would suit me it doesn’t quite seem right.
Yes I know there’s nothing anyone can do about it and I totally understand why things are the way they are but it sucks.