I have so many worries about this. I can't do my job fully and cannot do my visits but it's not a risk I am willing to take. I do not want to send my son to the childminder. I am worried I won't be able to give him enough attention, that he will have way too much screen time, that he won't cope with me being on my laptop a lot. It's not the kind of job I can just do bits and pieces here and there. Even in the last week he's become obsessed with my phone because I've been answering so many emails. I usually avoid using my phone around him entirely. Can someone just reassure me that this is just my anxiety getting to me? Trying to be a good mum and a good employee at the same time is hard.