I don't have great mental health at the best of times.
Have felt exhausted from Friday, had a headache Sat. Today I've got a sore throat. Just took my temp and it's high. Was in a shop where the staff member was coughing really badly last Weds.
I'm really, really scared. I'm keeping away from my Children shut in my room (DD 14 is in the house with me, DS 10 has been at his dad's since Sat am) , I'm literally terrified that I may have already given it to them or may give it to them if measures don't work. In DS dad's house, they live with someone who is at enormously high risk and I'm freaking out that if they got it it would be my fault.
Just paralysed with fear, sadness, and loneliness. Can't see a way through it.