Hi everyone, i'm new to all this so i'm just going to jump in with both feet and explain my situation (takes deep breath)... Two weeks ago i went through an assisted termination of my 17wk old DS because he was diagnosed with DS and AVSD as well as being told he may also be suffering from hertzburgers syndrome (sorry i don't know if thats even spelt right but thats how it sosunds) as you can imagine it was a very very tough decision to make and both myself and my DP have cried till we had nothing left in our tear ducts it was heartbreaking as we were so looking forward to meeting him and had made all the plans any expectant parents would.We already have DS1 who is nearly 4 and has been keeping us going...but the thing is all i can seem to focus on is how soon i can get preg again!? and after admitting this to DP he has confessed he has been having similar thoughts, it's not that we want to replace our baby he is irriplaceable and we will never forget him ever, we named him and are planning a little blessing to remember him but i can't help feeling guilty! has anyone been in a similar situation? sorry for rambling on but it feels good to get this all out!