Hello all,
I've had enough of suffering in silence and well.. here i am. Me and hubby have not been trying very long so im not clued up on all terms etc yet but will try to keep up hehe.
I had been on the pill for about 14 yrs, me n hub are childhood sweethearts and for us were far too young for kids till after we finally bit the bullet and got married in Sept 2008, Back in July 2009 i decided to do a PT and it was positive, it came as a shock even tho i was late coming on and blah blah,the following day i felt like i was walking on air and dh was so excited. The day after that i started to bleed, to cut it short i eventually miscarried.
Emotionally im not over this, some may say i got off lightly only having 'known' for 2 days before it started going t*ts up and i do kinda agree but its still awful and some days i cant even verbalise how i feel or what im thinking so when dh stressess that i dont talk about it its hard to try and help him understand.
Anyway we have officially been trying since October, its in my nature to worry that im broken and have come on here to try and keep hold of my sanity, i will undoubtably at times sound neurotic but can assure you i am actually rather level headed and pretty smart but fall prey to my hormones and become 'scatty patty'
Thanks in advance, oh yeah, i thought id nailed it last Ov but came on yesterday
Im off to learn the jargen
HUGS xx