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[milosmum]

hello!

this thread is gonna be the luckiest yet! trust me!

Stats:

Me:27
DH:32
DS:4
TTC:2yrs
MC Dec 04 & May 05

Im currently waiting on AF after last mc had a few pains today so maybe shes on her way- its the only time you will here me wishing for AF! i just want her to come so i can get back on the wheel!

I want to wish anyone without a BFP lots and lots of babydust!!!

i know everyone keeps telling me to stop thinking about it and it will just happen- but im a control freak and i know i could nt do that yet- im just not ready to "let go" just yet....

Debs- do you mean the IVF thing? i dont feel its that thoughtful (altough very nice of you to say so )- just think i have no right "clogging" up the NHS when there are people with no kids and despratly want just one. i have that luxury- and i really do think it is a luxury- there are too many people who have kids for the sake or because they "just didn t think".......(sorry- rant over!)

No,no i understand milosmum,you gotta do what you feels right inside,i just wanted you to know it does happen...its hard to practise wot i preach,as i'm abit of a control freak too!!
Lots of love and hugs to you.x.x

I feel really bad now. Milosmum - do you think I shouldn't be doing IVF again as I already have a DS?

narr- do i heck! just think its not right for me! as they say-each to there own- please dont take it as a slate to you - or anyone else it that possition- just would nt be right forme....sorry successful

No worries - it's all paid for now so if I am not pg on next period then the process for the frosties will start.

If I had concieved naturally I don't think I would consider assisted conception either. But that also doesn't mean I think it is wrong .

did you concieve Ds natrually?

No after years of trying (Aug 99 off pill, Dec 03 DS born) we were refered and after and emotional, physical and financial journey we are lucky enough to have DS. I had ICSI & IVF as a mixture so not sure what he is the result of. It was our first attempt and I am grateful for that. Have been trying naturally since June 04 just incase it happened naturally, as we are sub-fertile (they don't know why) which is why we are now going to try the frosties in the Assisted Conception Unit freezer.

well successful - i truely hope the Frosties work for you!- will your 2nd be the last or are you lokking at a lrg family?

Its not that im against the whole thing- the opposite infact, if it gives people the babies they so truley want then how can that be wrong?- i just could nt go through all that myself. i have enough heartache with the 2ww then the BFN, so i have nothing but praise for anyone willing to do it as it must be even worse.....

We will use the frosties to concieve another child but if that doesn't work then I am not sure I could go through the whole thing from the start. If we do have another child through assisted conception then that would be it. Deffo wouldn't do it for a 3rd.

Hi to all
Good Luck to Debbsy and Shelly for testing at the end of week.
MM - Sorry that you are feeling low, but i'm sure that it will happen for. You sound very similar to how i feel. I'm so blessed to have my DD. I really want to give her a sibling but i think if its meant to be it will happen. I was given the chance to have either eggs or embryos frozen b4 my treatment but decided against it. This was just a personnal choice for me for various reasons(and i don't regret it). I think that you need to have a really good vent and throw a few things around and in a few days you might feel a bit more positive again. I'm sure it will happen for us all. It's just a question of when.

thanks Jag- that really nice.... i really wish i could just say "to hell with it" and leave it to fate but im such a control freak i NEDD to temp and use my opks- just so i know where im up to...... ill be ok in a day or so..

Charlee- u here? how u doing hon? anything happened yet?

af cramps starting

debs u sure?

I know what you mean i only started with the ov tests last month. Just left it to nature before then, but i needed to know that there could a least be a chance. So i have to make sure we are bd at right time. My DH hates so i have to try and surprise him!

oh Debs i'm sorry but there could still be a chance until AF arrives you never know.

Yes Madigan, I get false negatives all the way up to day 34. My cycle is usually 32 days, but has been known to get up to 35 days. So I have to wait a really long time.
I am not complaining as I have two DS. I SO long for another baby now though!
Debbsy, so sorry to hear AF may be starting.
Good luck to the other testers this week...

been to the loo this morning and wiped away a little pinky brown blood nipples still v sensitive no pain in boobs still which is very unusual oh and got diahoerhea no more cramps either cept for diah

Morning debbsy
DO you think your AF's on the way then?(hopefully its not!),What day is your AF actually due?Mine is on sunday 31st...is taking forever!!Don't loose hope hunny.x

oh debs........

Sorry Debs.....

Well i have had a nice morning DP and i took DS to the sea life center in Brighton then had lucnh on the peir, i have been so emotional, i have been having mood swing left right and center, poor DP!

Hope everyone else is ok
Hugs to all xx

oh debbsy i was getting hopeful for you.

just looking to see how charlee, milosmum, harrizeb and hula are getting on?

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Im ok thanks Rom just waiting for my body to get into gear and get working so i can get this m/c over with to start again, it doesnt seem to be keen though.

How are you doing honey - keeping beany safe?

charlee - hope your body gets back to normal soon. its so frustating waiting.

am doing my utmost to keep beany safe thanks! practically a hermit these days, lol.

hi rom- hows you & the beanie?

charlee- how you doing honey?