Must calm down, remember to breathe, at work, going to burst, OMG

[Thomcat]

Please keep reminding me to breathe.
Need to calm down or I'll never get through the day.

Remember last time i thought i might be pregant and tehn came on that afternoon, that was Valentines Day.

God I'm shaking.

Well haven't had a period since.

Did a first response test a while ago and it said I wasn't.

Don't know why I did but I stoipped off and bought another test this morning.

It says I am.

OMG.

My best freind works in the building so I ran and got her and dragged her back into the loo with me and we've starred at the test for 10 minutes and cried and cried.

Oh! Can this be true. Is it real? I'm so happy. Soi scared that my bubble will burst, that something will go wrong. Trying so hard not to cry.

Can't stop my hands shaking.

How will I get through today. have to wait all day to see D and tell him. Wish I knew for sure. Or do I?

OMG.

Breathe, breathe.

Wow !

a postive is a postive, CONGRATALATIONS!!

oh my god, congratulations!!!!!!

i remember that valentines day

how are you going to get throught the day?

oh wow and OMG and congratulations girl!

Congratulations - you sound very happy and excited!

Congratulations, TC!

Deep breaths now.

Fantastic news!!

Congratulations! I well remember that breath-taking excitement! Today is going to be a long day for you!

OH

MY

GOD !

Congratulations honey. I have everything crossed for you.

How exciting !

WHOOOOOHOOOOO!!!!

I knew it was you from the title heading (you have a really distinctive writing style, you know)

Totally thrilled for you. Absolutely delighted. Really happy. And that's just me!!

WOW! That's fantastic news. I shall be cheerful all day. Lucky baby to have you and Dom as parents and Lottie as a big sister.

OMG OMG OMG - CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!

Um, we haven't been very good at calming you down, have we?

Wow, congratulations TC!

Thats wonderful TC! Gone all goosepimply for you!

Oh God, this is too much. It looks like i might actually be having another baby. oh wow.
Aghh, don't cry TC, don't cry.

Ohhhhh, WOWWWWWWWWWWWW.

We're going to buy lottie a bigh girls bed on Saturday and have just got her a big girls car seat. Looks like we know we'd be needing the cot for someone else!

Is this really happening?
Seriously.
I have to calm down.
I just want to run out of her, jump on the tuba ad find D and throw myself into his arms and laugh and laugh and laugh.

Please let this be real.

Awww, TC. Stop it. You're making me all teary-eyed here!

fantastic!

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I've just crawled under my desk pretending to have dropped something so I could look at the test again.

It's still saying I'm having a baby!

OH MYYYYYYYYYYY GOD

Oh don't calm down TC! Your happiness is infectious.

I hardly know you, and I'm welling up for you!!

Huge huge hugs

xxx

congratulations!! Throw a sickie and surprise dh at work

I'm sat here sobbing too!

So pleased for you, how will you make it through the day?!

fuck fuck fuck.

oH WOW.

gOING OUIT WITH d AND OUR 2 FROENDS FROM bOTSWANA TONIGHT BEFORE THEY GO HOME.

wHEN SAHLL i TELL d, WITH THEM THERE OR WHAT?

oH LOOK AT the state of me!

Ha hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa