having a bit of a moment...

[billyelliot]

my period was 5 days late this month i knew i wasn't pregnant but it was still tortorous. had a miscarriage earlier in the year and have spent the past 24 hrs brooding on the fact i should be going off on maternity leave etc etc. dh is away and i don't have any shoulders to cry on sob!

Big hug to you. Are you at home? I think you should spoil yourself rotten if you can. Eat some nice food, have a bath, watch a silly film....and of course get virtual hugs from MNers.

Also when I'm really down I find that taking a walk to somwhere really clears my head. The outside seems to put things in perspective for me.

thanks!

long bath?
and big cry - crying is good at getting it out of system.
and then making a plan for next month - means you are taking back control, even if you work out ovulation days and start planning activities that will make you and d shag - so arrange date nights on those nights for example.
Much love - is horrid feeling like that.
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been at this ttc lark over 3 years. i just wnat ot get pregnant. when i was pregnant earlier in the year i actually felt happy when i started feeling sick. i want the heartburn, huge arse, sore back. i just want a baby ... even bigger sob.

big hugs billyelliot!! i know how you feel, i have been so positive all month following an early mc and ive given in today and just want to sit and cry!! i cant even cry though!! i dont know how i feel, i just want to sleep so i dont have to face all this!!

Af was due friday for me never came and still isnt here!! i havent even been thinking about it since today so why does it insist on staying away and torturing !!!! dh also at work so im home alone!! sending you lots of love!!

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