Just having a little moan and sounding off really, have been ttc since May but had been on that evil depo injection just for a few months prior to this, thought I was doing quite well cos af returned in August and seemed pretty regular month after too and then comes October no af for the whole of this month had really bad pains around my ovaries a couple of weeks ago and now my boobs are so sore keeping me awake at night if I role onto them ouch, I feel sick on and off, more tired, my lower back aches thought I'd cracked it thought I'd been one of the lucky ones able to concieve quicker than a year after depo but no, another negative test. I'm now on cd44 with no sign of af coming and waking up every day with more and more pregnancy signs but I'm not even pregnant this is such a horrible feeling, wouldn't mind suffering the symptoms if there was actually a baby there how can we keep trying if I'm not even moving onto my next cycle ! have a doctors appointment booked for monday but no there isn't anything they'll do cos I've not been off depo for a year yet ! just wanna be normal ! moan over thanks for listening x