Its probably not the right topic to put this on as not yet trying but I am very happy!
Been sort of talking about if for months, DH not relaly making his feelings known, other than, at some point maybe. I too have been unsure, well that is not true. I have been feeling extremely broody, but trying to figure out how much is nostalgia as DD is 2 and just gone from being a baby to a hectic toddler. But I keep going back to it, over and over and over, the fors, againsts and keep going back to the fact that I really want another child.
So, this evening in the car, don't know why, it was not planned. I just asked him.
'darling, you know we have been skirting around the issue of having another baby, tell me what you really think, I mean, really, just, tell me what are your thoughts on this? Set aside size of flat etc for now, just the baby thing'
'sure' he says. I look at him open-mouthed and say
'you mean, sure lets talk, or sure lets have a baby?'.
Sure, lets have another one'
SO we chat about it a bit, about what he really wants, is it just for me, does he WANT another one or just passifying me, I can wait if he is not sure.
'Pavlov babe, I want another baby, if you want one, then I am ready too'
We then talk some more, and agree that we will spend until christmas decluttering the flat and making sure it will fit another baby in (it will), then I will get the implant removed in January!!!
I was nervous I guess of actually asking the question outright, as I sort of knew DH did want another one, think he was stalling, but would break under pressure, and I did not want to pressure him. It turns out he just wanted me to make the decision, ask the question (just as my BF told me a few weeks ago, she said, he is ready, he just won't take the first step].
I am sooooooooo excited! I asked DD if she wanted a brother or sister, she said 'MY sister' all evening...!