9dp5dt and it’s a negative

[Stanno]

Feeling really gutted today. Had my final FET recently (just turned 43) and threw everything at it, lost 4 stone, paid for embryo glue and started on blood thinners and it looks like it was all for nothing. By my last two transfers (MMC & chemical) I was positive at this point. I’ve had nausea all day for the last 3 days but think this is likely the progesterone pessaries.

I can’t keep putting myself through this financially and emotionally but I really thought that the above would be the game changer.

Time to accept that kids aren’t my destiny I think 😢

Hey. I’m sorry to hear that. I’ve also recently come to the end of my fertility journey. Tried for years including a few rounds of IVF. We spent so much time and money and I’m absolutely skint now. Had immune testing, intralipids, embryo glue, blood thinners, steroids and had so many expensive vitamins etc over the years. All I managed was 2 miscarriages. Was then meant to have my last FET in the spring and they cancelled it right at the last minute on transfer day. I was absolutely gutted. They suggested all kinds of tests and treatments before they would go ahead again. And we made the hard decision to just stop. The embryo wasn’t great quality and the thought of spending ANOTHER 4k on tests and treatments and an average graded embryo meant we just realised this clearly isn’t meant to be. I’m almost 44 now and still coming to terms with it. It’s very hard. I’m not sure I’ll ever get over it but I guess I’ll learn to live with it. Feel free to drop me a message if you ever need anyone to talk to.

Thank you very much for your post xx