Absolutely s***ing myself!

[Snowbear96]

Not sure what Im looking for regarding this post. A few weeks ago I started a new job and it has been VERY hard adjusting with my youngest starting nursery etc. Yesterday morning I woke up feeling very down. I was sad it was Monday, sad the kids had to go to school, sad someone else would get their attention and not me, sad that I missed being at home etc. I thought it was very odd as Im not an emotional person really, I never cry really. So I thought maybe my period is due?

Fast forward to today I have had some cramping and at 2pm I had pink water discharge. Thought thats it my period is here that explains it all!! NOTHING HAS COME OF IT!! I’m petrified I am pregnant. Theres absolutely nothing there now, not even any spotting. Could this be implantation? Or is it more likely I could just come on tomorrow?

Have you tried taking a test? And is your period due?

A. Have you had unprotected sex?
B. Have you taken a test?
If A then do B!

Take a test then? No point ‘shitting yourself’ on an internet forum before you’ve even done it.

@Moosey898@Outside9no test as didnt have one late last night. And @Portlypigthanks for the helpful comment. I didnt come here for judgy and sarcastic comments, I wanted to vent and offer an opportunity to talk to others in my situation.

@Snowbear96 the only way to know is to take a test, if I were you I'd pop out and get one so you know either way. I wasn't being sarcastic just practical 😁

You're on a conception board though where lots of people are trying everything to get pregnant. If you don't want to be pregnant it may make other people feel emotional so just bear that in mind.

I do bear that in mind… its really hard and deflating trying to get pregnant and failing, I have been there. My heart breaks for couples who never get to see that positive line or keep experiencing losses. But there are also people in the world (like me) who are trying to avoid it due to current circumstances. I have children so Im not foreign to this thread or any feelings associated with it. Sorry if that offends anyone but you can not tread on egg shells your whole life. My post was not trying to be insensitive. I just wanted support as I didn’t want to be in that situation