Me and my OH are trying to conceive baby number 2. We are only on cycle 2 so very early days and this month, it was a very low chance as timings were slightly out as I ovulated later than I ever have but still within fertile window. Spent the best part of the last two weeks thinking it is very unlikely until the last few days. As of today I would be 3 days “late” compared to my normal cycle (usually my cycle is 25 days, today was 28). I’m usually like clock work so this cycle is a weird one but I thought I’d test in the morning (15dpo) as I’m not one to test early. Anyway at work today AF reared its head and at first, I was like OK I was expecting this… Timings were slightly out when TTC and it makes sense that my cycle would be a bit longer as I ovulated later bla bla. But tonight it has really hit me and I feel so upset and disappointed as I’d spent the last few days convinced that I might be pregnant. Why do we do it to ourselves!? This is such an emotional rollercoaster, I find the TWW so nerve racking. Not quite sure what I want from this post apart from knowing I am not alone on this crazy journey!