Just wondering if anyone is in the same boat really. Whether it’s your first, second, third pregnancy etc.
I got pregnant first month ttc in January 2022. Ended up finding out I was having twins at 6 weeks, had weekly scans as had spotting and on Mother’s Day 2022 I found out both babies had no heartbeats. I then had infections, haemorrhages which required 999 calls and hospital stays.
I found myself literally obsessed with getting pregnant after that, had my son in spring 2023. 9 months of hellish anxiety and then baby ended up in nicu with suspected sepsis for a week.
It has taken a while to gain the courage to ttc again but it’s our first cycle and I’m already stressing. symptom spotting, worrying about miscarriage, worrying if I’ve ovulated (I have PCOS)
I hate being like this, I feel really alone, like most people I know just go with the flow and say relax.