Help coping with sister-in-law having a baby

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I had a miscarriage a year ago and shortly after found out I have a health condition which I have to get under control before it's safe to get pregnant again. It's been a devastating year and it's all taking much longer than I thought. I'm desperate to be able to try to conceive again.

In the meantime, my husband's sister became pregnant with her third and she's due later this month. I don't know if she knows about my miscarriage but her parents and other brother do. I've found it hard to be around her. I'm happy for her but my grief feels much louder and I often cry just thinking about it. My husband understands but is better than me at separating his sister's pregnancy from our situation.

I'm reaching out to you all because I need advice on how to keep myself together once the baby is here and when I first meet her. I don't want to make it about me by crying etc. I want to be able to be normal. Has anyone had a similar situation? How did you cope?

Thanks so much for any help or words of encouragement.

I’m so sorry to hear about everything you’ve been going through. It sounds incredibly painful, and I can only imagine how overwhelming it must feel to carry that grief while navigating the complexities of your health and the timing of trying to conceive again. Please know that it's okay to feel what you're feeling, and you don't have to rush through this healing process.

It’s completely understandable to need space right now, and you don’t have to put any pressure on yourself to be around your sister-in-law or the new baby if it’s too much for you. It’s okay to take a step back and protect your emotional well-being in a way that feels right for you. That doesn’t make you selfish—it makes you human. You can set boundaries for your own peace of mind, and it’s okay to explain that you need time to heal. You might find that an open conversation with your husband’s sister, when you feel ready, could help her understand where you're coming from, even if it's hard.

As for when you do meet the baby, remember that it’s completely natural to grieve, and there’s no right or wrong way to feel in that moment. You don’t need to hide your emotions or suppress them. If you feel overwhelmed, it’s okay to take a moment for yourself, even if it means stepping away briefly. You don’t need to hold everything in to keep things “normal.” Just be kind to yourself and take it one step at a time. Healing, in its own way, will come, and your journey toward having your own family will unfold in its own time—when it’s meant to be.

You are strong, and you are allowed to feel however you feel. Take care of yourself, and take all the time you need. You will get through this, one moment at a time.

Thank you so much for your incredibly kind message. I didn’t realise that I’d needed some validation of how hard the situation is. I really appreciate you taking the time to reply.