Its a little bit funny, this feeling inside....

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im 8dpo.
I want to test
I won't, obviously but Im gazing longingly at the HPTs.

Im so frustrated, and fed up of analysing my symptoms and forgetting that i get the same ones every month, whether Im pg or not.

nausea? check
sore boobs that jordan would envy (and not just coz they are real)? check
tiredness? check
excessive cm? check

What has happened to the rational, level-headed woman i am for 21 days?

just because i want to be pg, doesnt mean i am!

well i just sat looking at calander and tomorrow is well just has to be when im due!??! lol- i think!im going on basis that i had not been on for a while before slip up and thats a week before which makes 28 days. god im talking out my arse pmsl! have no feelings whatsoever of tomorrow being the af queens grand arrival!

tentatively hoping that she stays away. stranger things have happened

yes you're right there! jesus i was'nt even planning on ttc for a good while yet but i have my fingers crossed for a bfp when i did test the other day i tried to make myself look like i was as dh was at the broom door saying "well...well...." lol and he was sayong are we having another baby and looked quite excited! cruel i know but i had to see what his reaction was likely to be

i know. maybe if you arent pg you should consider ttc?

i would love to i really would and you never know we may do but the plan was to wait for dd1 to start school so we dont have 3 at home if that makes sense?

Hi, Lissielou. I do still check in from time to time and I'm pleased to see you're still a ttcer. Happy Birthday to ds. Mine is 3 next week and, despite everything and 2 years of trying, we're still ttcing for a sib too. Got it all crossed for you.

Happy birthday to your little man Lissie.
Stay strong. That way lies madness I tell you madness.
Those pesky pee sticks. They call at you from the bottom of the draw. They never leave you alone.
Ronshar is secretly whispering (Good luck though love)

lol thanks ronshar and eclipse. im trying not to freak out here!

Hope you had a lovely day lissie but stay away from the tests!!

oh god i will! bit pissed off, dh has been out since 7.30 good job we are in the no-sex weeks.