I'm 36, TTC #1. Yesterday found out my AMH result is super low for my age, it freaked me out, I cried a lot.
And I'm so angry at my partner though. I'm angry because it took him 2y to agree to start trying. I'm angry because now time is running out and he works abroad every other month and so we can only try every other month. I'm angry because today I'm ovulating after a chemical which is when a lot of people have a successful pregnancy and he is not around.
He is trying to be understanding and supportive and is talking about IVF next year rather than waiting for too long, but I'm not so keen on injecting hormones and I'm finding it so hard to deal with all of these emotions and I know the stress and sadness just makes it all worse, but I just can't help it.