Im 34 and have 2 boys aged 6 and 4. One is about to start school and the other is autistic although high functioning but I home educate him. I never wanted any more but now have this insane desire for a final third. Currently just had a pregnancy scare but an disappointed that it was negative. I don't know if we should have another as we have alot on our plate as it is and I actually dont like being pregnant 😅 how do I move past this feeling?