@Cloclo93 sorry to hear about your experience to date.
I have had natural modified IVF and would strongly be an advocate for it, clinic I went with is Create Fertility who specialise in low amh and natural/mild IVF. My amh was around 4 pmol, so it was low and I'm 38.
My journey so far...
Cycle 1: NHS cycle (not Create): high stims, short protocol: 4 eggs, 2 mature, zero fertilisation. Despite asking for ICSI they said on the day sperm sample was good so they did conventional IVF, they admitted next time ICSI would be adviseable whatever the sample result.
Started with Create on a 3 Cycle ICSI natural modified package. Plan was to freeze anything retrieved then transfer at the end of the 3 cycles.
Cycle 2 with Create: 5 eggs, 4 mature, 3 fertilised. 1 blastocyst frozen, 1 day 3 frozen.
Cycle 3 with Create: 2 eggs, both mature and fertilised. 1 blastocyst suitable for freezing.
Cycle 4 with Create, tried mild IVF as response was good on natural modified: 7 eggs, 7 mature, all fertilised, 5 blastocysts frozen.
In total 8 embryos frozen.
I've had 3 FETs and had 5 embryos transferred over those FETs and am currently 8 weeks pregnant with one of them, but still got a way to go as the 3 month point is the reassurance bit, but hopefully that gives you some hope.
Long and short of it is, it's a long road and trial and error. If you can, stick with it and find a Dr/ clinic that is on the same page as you.
Hope that helps.