Hello! I am very new to TTC so I'm confused, anxious, disheartened. Hoping someone can help/advise/ease some anxiety.
My partner and I (accidentally, but gratefully) fell pregnant last month, and unfortunately lost the pregnancy at 5w6d on the 11th of April. Private scan confirmed an empty womb and referred us to hospital wherein they confirmed a negative test, confirming we had a chemical pregnancy. Sad, but happy I could fall pregnant in the first place as I was told a couple of years back that the chance of me conceiving would be highly unlikely due to Pelvic Inflammatory Disease in 2022.
Anyway, back to my point, sorry to ramble but I don't know where else to go for this.
Since the loss, I have been actively tracking my ovulation with Clearblue digital ovulation tests. Started testing April 29th and April 30th, showing a blank circle for those 2 days. Tested again April 3rd and got a flashing smiley, and kept getting a flashing smiley until May 6th. Testing yesterday evening and got a static smiley peak result, and now today, I am bleeding with a blank circle result on a new test reader, having used 2 sticks to confirm. All the symptoms of a period in the run up, too.
I am aware of ovulation bleeding, but it seems too dark/heavy. It has eased off slightly now but I'm just in an anxious state wondering what on earth is going on with my body. Not sure if it's implantation bleeding as it's likely too soon to be that, and I've taken a pregnancy test and that came back negative, and technically my period wouldn't be due until 2 weeks after ovulation had reached its peak. Even though if I count the loss as cycle day 1, my period would technically be due today as my cycle is usually around 26-28 days.
I am SO confused. Any advice, support or help is so appreciated right now as I feel so alone and overwhelmed in my own body. Feel like it's failing me.
Thank you so much in advance. ❤️