We were due to start IVF in the new year but found out after three years of trying to conceive that some now it's happened for us. I don't believe it still but it will sink in soon I am sure. I am so scared because I let my hair down massively last week because in my head we were going to be getting the help we needed and to enjoy my self. I drank A LOT of alcohol and I tested pregnant the next day 😢 we have been trying to conceive for so long I am prettified of having a miscarriage because of me being irresponsible i am so angry with myself, but I had accepted it wouldn't happen and was sick of the disappointment every single month. Any reassurance advice would be great