Tw - possible termination.
I'm currently bfing our 18mo DD (I know that doesn't really mean anything at this stage, but I haven't had a period since she was born) and I'm taking the mini pill. I haven't had any spotting etc at all since she was born but this week I've had a few pains and dark spotting; I had a bit of ewcm about a week ago. Basically I have no idea how to track days but I suppose I should think about testing? Implantation has been my only real sign in my pre opus 2 pregnancies. Should I start 2WW now?
It's emotional as we weren't TTC and my husband told me a few weeks back he doesn't want any more; I do and was honest with him but said I'd never want to force something on him, and now I'm terrified he'll think I've done this on purpose. Also quite emotional that if positive, I'll have to look at termination. I hope he's like to talk about it for the sake of my feelings, but I don@4 think he'll change his mind (esp as our 4yo is being a nightmare at the moment and that's one of the main reasons he doesn't think we. An cope with a third).