I am on my 3rd Mirena. Current one has been in situ for a year. I suffer from severe depression and anxiety and I had a terrible childhood. Im terrified of falling pregnant and test religiously using first response. I haven't been able to get it in the UK lately and tried clearblue ultra early this month. I got what seems to be a faint line, never ever seen that on a first response in 12 years, so I'm panicking big time. Took test yesterday, which is 3 days before period due. First photo of strips I took about an hour after I took the tests against box flaps, second photo is of same tests but photo taken this morning held up against ceiling. Control line obvs clearly visible but cannot tell of faint line to the left of it is an evap line or a faint positive result.
I took the digital this morning and it was negative but AF is only due wednesday so maybe its too early, or hopefully its right. Not that AF is reliable on a mirena, I only have brown discharge every other month, I havent had a proper period in years.
I'm dying here. I read about evap lines, then the clearblue website says any line whatsoever, especially so early, is a positive.
In terms of symptoms, I have had severe mood swings (well, more than normal for PMS and depression combined). We were at the movies yesterday and I was happily chomping popcorn and the next moment needed to get it out of my face immediately, couldn't stand the smell. Later I ate some more and I was fine. Nipples were more tender than usual over past week, but this morning its not that sore anymore. (Sorry if TMI!!)
I'm currently in the last month of my probation in a very demanding job, moved house recently and going through a rough patch in the relationship. I don't even know where to turn amidst all of this. Any comfort or advice from someone who was once in my boat, or who can validate my test results, please let me know 😭