Hello , I’m 13 dpo today and BFN. Period was due yesterday and I am feeling so sad only because this cycle my body has been SO different. I track symptoms every month in my app to prevent pregnancy I wasn’t on any hormonal contraception prior (this is our first cycle ttc) I am normally like clockwork and can tell a week before af is coming because I am always SO emotional and sad and spotty.
This time I’ve had none of my normal pms. From 7dpo I’ve had lots of cramping and sore breasts which have stopped now. I have felt for the last 3 days that my period is surely here and rushed to the toilet I even got some tampons to take out with me because I was so sure and nothing. With my two pregnancies prior I tested positive at 9dpo so I know I’m out.
I’ve got two children already and recognise the signs I have this heavy pressure feeling in my uterus all day when I eat and drink I really feel it it’s like a heavy ball I can just feel. I have had vivid scary dreams all week which I know means nothing. Honestly I can accept that this cycle isn’t the one but I could have bet money that I was pregnant this cycle just because of how different I feel. My breasts are huge compared to normal , I feel more frustrated that I feel it so much but I’m wrong.
I’m just waiting on AF to arrive so I can look forward to starting again but feeling really down that I dont even trust my own body anymore 🤍