So title says it all I am 28 this year I have a soon to be 1 year old but I am technically a virgin not physically (I'm not the Virgin Mary haha) but I basically used a sperm donor to get pregnant and prior to that I haven't been with a man or even done anything even remotely adventurous since school with a man and all that was was just kissing cause I was only a child lol 😂
But basically I'm looking to start trying for baby number two and my donor is absolutely lovely I used ai method before but I'm thinking about doing it naturally this time around, life is to short and I don't want to keep wondering what it's like.
The main reason I've not done anything before is the simple fact I am a chubby girl and I have basically no confidence in how I look what so ever, some parts I like but when I look in the mirror which is rare I just see a big blob so can't think why any man would want to enjoy that, I’m also not all that bothered.
But do want to know what all the fuss is about and just curiosity really.


I have explained to him that I am very inexperienced and he’s okay with that (I don’t know if men like it or not but he wasn’t to fazed surprised but not to worried) but I think my biggest fear is how do I know what to do…? Will it all come naturally the kissing the being with someone all of that will I know what to do (even to some extent) I know we all start off the same but I suppose because of my age most people will have done all that in there teens so that’s not a concern so much now as they’ll know what to do.
I also understand this sounds like a weird ask I suppose but I don’t really have many friends that I can ask, it’s not something you can blurt out so much when your nearly 30 and a virgin most people assume you know what your doing especially when you have a baby haha 😆
I will also add I am not in anyway being pressured into it by him I have made this choice because I want to experience it at least once even if it’s just so I know what everyone else is talking about 😂