1DPO... Any tww buddies?

[Kellyaust]

Officially back to 1dpo...2nd cycle after MMC. Anyone else??

@Twocatstwodogs does it have colour? My EVAP was so hard to see and I don't think it had colour either but you can see your line! Maybe do another one later today or tomorrow. They say if it's colour no matter how faint it's positive because only the HCG hormone can cause the colour fingers crossed 🤞🏻🤞🏻 xx

@Jadeypie I’m so confused. Yes the CB one has very faint blue colour to it, I also used the Premom ones which are not as sensitive. Updated pic with two of the Premom ones as well

@Jadeypie I’ll try to get more tests of the Cb or fr and test later this evening anyway as you say

I don't trust the CB at all, mine had colour n was still and evap... But I can see something on those premom ones too!!! Omg you might actually get your bfp here.... Get more tests and update us ASAP lol

@Kellyaust ohhhh crap really? 🤦‍♀️ well
I’m now a mess. Need to find first response somewhere. Did your evap look like mine then? Yes I thought there was something on Premom ones but I literally think I’ve lost the plot so no idea what is going on

@Kellyaust @Jadeypie I’ve just realised the tests, cb and Premom were the ones I had on holiday and it was quite hot, think it got to 33 one day. Wonder if that has anything to do with it? Does it affects them? Hadn’t really thought about the heat but the cb one did seem a bit weird. Probably a false result, need to tell myself it’s wrong I think. Going on a hunt for fr tests and will test again later.

Sorry for all the messages, I’m a mess. And now have had bleeding so it must be af and negative but tests are dodgy. Feel so stupid now. Anyway, false start, sorry

@Twocatstwodogs ah I don't know if heat effects them tbh maybe then if you've started af 😔

Thanks @Kellyaust yes, must be af and maybe a chemical or just wrong. Urghhhhh, not ideal

@Twocatstwodogs oh don't be sorry at all!! Those evaps are terrible mind games! I was the same as you the other day couldn't wait for the tests to arrive held my wee all afternoon! For AF to arrive the next day xx

My AF is struggling to get started and it's peeing me off! I defo had some when I wiped and for sure was like yep here she is that was yesterday morning but now it's turned to just creamy cm with bits in so do I class this as spotting in my AP because I've put periods started but there's been no actual blood yet apart from that wipe yesterday like I could get away with not even wearing a towel there's hardly anything on it x

@Twocatstwodogs evaps are a nightmare and heartbreaking tbh!!

@Jadeypie thats weird isn't it do you feel like it's AF? Mines in full swing it's worse this month the pain has been horrendous

@Kellyaust yeh it's defo AF but am thinking maybe av been getting my tracking all wrong because if I'm spotting first I usually put 1st day of period when actually it should be when I actually have full flow so my ovulation will be wrong too won't it? I don't use opks x

@Jadeypie hmmm yeah possibly, you should try opks for a month n see if you can get a definite answer to give you a better idea

@Kellyaust I was thinking of trying them this month but I feel like that will get me all stressed and obsessed again xx

@Jadeypie hmm it could, or it could help... Maybe try it for the month n if you don't like how it makes you feel then don't do it again. Sometimes feel it helps me with the obsession of peeing on a stick.... But then sometimes makes me worry coz they're different to hcg tests, opks always have a 2nd line it's just the darkness of it you're watching out for

Update from my end, after the spotting I had this morning, was a bit red/pink nothing else bleeding wise, tiny bit of brown this evening.
I found a FRER and took it a couple of hours ago and there's definitely a line so I think I'm sure there's hcg there but it could well be a chemical or something as it's very very faint still and I would imagine the line should probably be darker by now.
I think I'll retest tomorrow morning and see what that says and I might get proper witch/chemical bleeding turning up overnight I guess. Urghh I think I've decided that I can't do full on trying and need to see if I can not monitor again and see how I feel then. It's so hard after a mc but I don't know if I can get through it again.
@Jadeypie I do the same thing I think with tracking period flow but I also did ovulation testing so I knew when it was. I guess your dates could be out by a few days potentially? Not sure if that's helpful

@Twocatstwodogs any news this morning 🤞

I’m in a weird limbo where according to my Apple health tracker my period was due to start yesterday. However I ovulated late (only 11 days ago) so in theory it could be a couple more days until my period as my cycles have been slightly less predictable after two miscarriages.

I felt sick when I woke up this morning but I’m also absolutely exhausted and often feel sick when I’m tired!

I know the answer is to test but I sort of don’t want to in case it’s negative! So by not testing I can kid myself!

@Horriblewoman I would say test but yeah it's soil destroying seeing those bfn s.... Fingers crossed for you 🤞

@Horriblewoman it's so tricky isn't it. My Apple health tracker is a bit off for me too and after the MC I had too. I know how you feel, I actually got my oh to check the lines yesterday rather than me rather than me which was a bit easier I think. Could be worth a try?

@Kellyaust first pic are the tests (yes I did loads) this morning, second is CB from yesterday morning above with the two from this morning below, third is the premom from yesterday morning and again from this morning.
I haven't had more bleeding yet, so not sure what is going on. I think there is hcg in my system but the lines are not very dark for 14 dpo I think? Any thoughts?

@Twocatstwodogs you have a line on all of them I would say it's got to be a BFP. I've heard them cheapies can take forever to get darker or they don't. I would wait two days in-between testing that's when u should notice colour change I don't think u would get much difference each day because how early it is xx

Update for me...

AF has finally shown today still very light but it's here so I'm classing day 1. Looking on my AP I did miss ovulation by a couple of days 🙄 I've decided I'm just going to just have sex each week whenever we fancy and let nature take its course no more testing till a missed period either I've been a poas addict last cycle 🤣

AF just showed up for me too. I'm so confused with my periods lately.