Period arrived and just need to express my sadness

[hgunes]

I knew chances were low this month as we only managed to bd 3 days before ovulation this month but everytime AF arrives I just feel so disappointed and sad and want to cry.
I'm a happily married 36 year old mother of 3 c section children youngest being 9 and we decided end of last year to have anotherI fell pg with early loss in march so maybe have my hopes up as they say you're more fertile i just get so sad and disappointed when she arrives as i feel the clock is against me now and mentally torture myself that fertility is possibly declining now I'm past 35 sorry for my rant but just needed to talk and maybe someone has some lovely success stories after 35 to cheer me up

I know how you're feeling!!

I was 35 when I had my daughter now 2 years old, we decided to try again this year fell pregnant straight away but ended in mmc in early may...

I turned 38 mid may and I'm so upset I feel like I won't get pregnant again 💔

Sorry for your loss it's devastating

Sorry to hear you're mentally suffering like me we dont make lives easy for ourselves and i think the fact we fell pregnant pretty soon gave us false hope and we have turned it into a negative but really it's a positive as it should prove we can get pregnant goodluck and hope you get to concieve and have your rainbow baby soon x x

@hgunes hey im 37 turning 38 next week started ttc #2 end feb had a chemical in april and next cycle period arrived on time n it abso floored me i was so so upset as like yourself i was reading that your more fertile after. Its so tuff emotionally to hav it my head that my fertility may be declining. Sounds redic but im struggling with how i got preg first month with my dd and now it feels like polar oppostite. Im only 2 dpo on my 4th cycle so no real positive story for you but just wanted to let u know i feel exactly how you feel xxx im also very sorry for ur loss xx

I really hope you have a positive story to share soon or vice versa x