DH and I have been waiting for years to be 'ready' to TTC - wanted to be married and own a house and get a major holiday out of the way. We worked out that May 2023 was the month we needed to get cracking so here we are. We DTD last night on the last day of my fertile window according to Flo and now I am sat at work feeling a bit scared and wobbly about it all. I'm 36, so don't have time to waste, but I also have a DS who is 18 and I'm stressing that this will really upset/annoy him if I have another baby. I'm all to aware of how much babies and children change your life and relationship. I'm sure if I get a BFP in 2 weeks I will be happy as I've been broody forever, taking folic acid and talking with DH about what it'll be like when we are parents. The reality is just biting me on the arse today I think. I feel awful for feeling like this and I can't talk to anyone else but DH.