I just need a place to vent.
I'm on CD 16, been doing opks since cd10 and today I just got a stark white test. I'm so down in the dumps about it.
I had a late miscarriage late November so feel a desperate sense to be pregnant again. My first cycle after was 37 days which was expected. Last months was 28. I've been taking myo inositol since mid December to help regulate my cycles as there's a question mark around PCOS and it seemed to be working so well but I've broken it this month 😭 I think I've eaten it into not working and gained a lot of weight since my loss.
It really doesn't help my partners friend called him yesterday to tell him about her pregnancy. Complete accident. She'd been doing opks to prevent pregnancy but clearly it didn't work. I think we both felt the injustice yesterday.
Nowhere really for my frustration to go so just thought there would be plenty here who might understand. I think I'm in for a long cycle this month and feeling a bit hopeless.