Today I am 9dpo and testing negative but having really bad cramping, back pain and slight nausea. This is our first month of ttc and really hope that for once something comes easy for me.
I'm 32 (33 next month) my dh and I got married in December and this really would be the cherry on top of an amazing period in my life.
I was sadly in a dead end relationship for 10 years and we ttc but found out 8 years in that he couldn't have children. I've lived through the monthly heartache for so many years to be disappointed each time. We both had fertility testing and eventually we found that he had a blockage due to his lifestyle choices. 🤔
Safe to say I decided to end the relationship but have now been left with the constant memory of disappointment which I didn't realise how badly it had affected me until starting to try with my dh. I also can't help but think I too may be infertile because I've never fallen pregnant before.
Anyway that's were I'm at in my ttc journey.
So I'm hoping that the pregnancy bench still has a seat saved for me this month. Looking for some positive outcomes after initial negatives ❤️