So we have finally made the leap and have started trying for baby number 2. It's only cycle one, I've either just ovulated or just about to and I'm already so over it 🤣
It took 7 months to conceive our first and I hated every minute of that journey. I know it's not that long compared to others so of course I'm very grateful but it felt like a century.
So here we go again. I promised myself I wasn't going to use opks etc this month...I ended up using them on CD12 (now CD14) so started a little late but I was just curious. We've been doing the BD plenty since CD10 so if I've already ovulated then we are covered.
However. I've got verrrry strong positives on the opk this morning and yesterday morning which seem to fade as the day goes on. They aren't quite peak so not sure if I'm on my way to a peak or coming down from one. My CM would say I've already ovulated but then again who freaking knows.
Cycle 1 and I'm already an insane person. This is the part of ttc and bringing another human into the world that I've been dreading. I feel like I've slipped right back into that ttc mindset from before my DD...its horrible.
I promised myself I wouldn't be like this again but here I am.